I wonder day and night the purpose of life, more like the purpose of my life. Are my choices I make today for the better of the future, or to settle life’s pleasure’s now? I’d hope that they’re for the better. But I know they’re not. I want things to change not only for myself, but for those around me. I know every change begins with ones self and I’m willing to make that happen.
To begin, I am one that keeps to herself. I sit here now, in my apartment thinking about the outside world. People are doing what pleases them and what makes them happy. Why am I not doing that? I find it easy to compare myself to others, it’s not a great trait (I know), but of course, I can’t help but wonder.
I know I am rambling now, but I’ve kept so many thoughts bottled inside that each thought fights to be let out. They will get there chance, eventually. For now, I will take one at a time just like picking from a hat. Some may be the thought of the day or may be lives regret and tragedies. Whichever it will be, I will accept them one deep breath at a time.
On a less serious note, today is the Vikings vs Eagles game. Whoever wins this game determines who will move on to the Super Bowl. I attended my first game on December 17, 2018 and to say the least, it was amazing.
I am a Texas girl but I was suckered in to watching the Vikings play for so long that the purple has slowly seeped into my blood. It was hard to accept, but now I couldn’t imagine following any other team.
A choice always means you are giving something else up. We choose one door and never know what’s behind the others. It may eat us up at times but at others, it’s best to close our eyes are make a leap of faith and do what makes you feel alive and happy.